i'm so tired... i could be coming down with something serious. i've felt a little cold these past few days but paid no attention coz i though it might just be a few backlashes of superplan x ("the plan", as akelle would put it). i finally uploaded a picture that looks like the way i do now. hehehe. yes, i'm that proud that my mom chased me out of her hotel room coz i looked like a terrorist killer (astig!).
i cleaned my room earlier (well, attempted to... i'm not finished and it still looks like a mess). i saw some old test papers and drawings and doodles and writings i made. cool. nostalgia. it ALWAYS hurts.
so anyway, about that gig last friday. It was good. Line up was Akelle Sumaculub on lead, Chino Mendoza on bass, Me on rhythm, Pia Briones on Vox, and Charles Hernandez on cajon. It was great. Although, i must admit we were too heavy for a fashion show. (akelle played on his new B.C. Rich Mockingbird, fer chrissake!!) Chino was on his trusty Yamaha and i used a ripoff Stratocaster. All the other "bands" were strictly acoustic. wow. talk about deviance. Special thanks are in order: to Melay and Owel (for the amp, and for showing up as our "guests" and the pasta and the cookies), to Cris (for bringing his Washburn which was grounded anyway and for, well, you know what for, cris), Ronald (for the strat, effects and amp), for everyone who shouted (especially the first year proper students who showed up... too many to mention), and of course to Charles for agreeing to do percs for us despite the late notice and for being all out cool. dammit. and we didn't even get a single picture!!!
it was a good gig (i said that didn't i?), but it still didn't feel too good. I mean, for one, we had to do it without our mainstay drummer Boyong de Castro (who was grounded because some idiot didn't know how to do the math) and guest vocalist Ioshi Enriquez (same reason). I mean, we were all looking forward to doing this together, but circumstances just rent us asunder... Guys, it just wasn't the same without you...
Dammit. all that's made me irritable again. Yosibreak...
..i'm back... now what else was i gonna write? oh yeah.
i'm still confused.
still in the winter's thick.
fuck you.
mauve angelus dreamt on* 5:30 PM
i'm gonna put something here! wait!