Sunday, November 06, 2005
Sunday Morning (before i leave it all behind)
In perhaps one of my most misleading titles ever, i begin posting on this new blog. It's something from scratch so forgive the utter simplicity (haaah, i wish i had my own PC), i WILL try to fix it later on (when i get the time, of course)
Anyway, it's a sunday morning and i just got out of bed. literally. i made my way out the door and went straight here. I couldn't sleep last night.
Why?
Fear.
Superplan X is coming up and i'm getting really, really, REALLY fidgety...
I mean, what if i things suck and nothing good happens? it's a big risk.
Akelle told me "attack mode" should always be on, to do what i planned to do and not end up having regrets. Chino told me to push on with it to open up new reasons. Pia told me to go on with it because it IS a risk i'm taking, and while it won't necessarily ensure that things'll take off, it's one of the possibilities and i HAVE to be willing to gamble sometimes.
why AM i going to do this? it's scary. granted i've done many, MANY, MANY things more embarassing, this is perhaps the only time i've ever hesitated to go on with a plan...
why?
it hits too close to home. it hits. period. arrrrghhh!!!!
Heaven help me. Superplan X?
BRING IT ON!!
Anyway, that's enough of that. Tomorrow is a monday and i'lll be going to school, (oh, wow! sembreak's over! yay! shit...). Well, at least i don't have to bum around the house and do nothing. I mean, seriously, that;s what i do at home: NOTHING. Bye bye boredom. hello schoolwork (fuck!!!). And enrollment.God knows that's gonna be hell. Well let's pray this all works out. : )
"it was all that i wanted, now i'm living without...it's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows..." OVERHAUL COMING UP...
something got caught.. errr? what?!?!?
Male, 21, Single
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Location: Philippines
Hometown: slumberland...
Schools:
University of St. La Salle-IS, University of the Philippines- Manila
Occupation:
dreamer, sophisticated jologs
Companies:ignored industries
Affiliations:
The Amazing Losers Organization (TALO!), team FS, i-squared, Brickwall People, Superplan X
Hobbies and Interests:
dreaming, sleeping
Favorite Books:
the Holy Bible, the imitation of Christ, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Interview with the Vampire, Eraserheads' Fruitcake, El Filibusterismo, Of Punks Poets and Poseurs, LotR, The Purgatorio, The Inferno, V, The Final Conflict, The Vampire Lestat, The Prophet, the perks of being a wallflower
Favorite Movies:
reality bites, rockstar, star wars, kill bill, reservoir dogs, awww gawdammit! TARANTINO MOVIES IN GENERAL, (yes?!?), detroit rock city, wayne's world at siyempre Can this be Love? (ang umangal sisipain ko), Memoirs of a Geisha, Nasaan si Francis?
Favorite Music:
i need a list!!, eraserheads (with ely), rivermaya (luma), mr. big (with either kotzen or gilbert), smashing pumpkins (with d'arcy), nirvana, foo fighters (basta anjan c dave grohl astig!), counting crows, urbandub, our lady peace
