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hello! haaah... im in class... and while technical difficulties are abounding for the others, im here blogging... so anyway...
i missing a few of the things there... like the casual smoking outside whenever we want to...
there's no brick wall here... i miss the wall...
what's it called again?
when i hear this voice in every song and it touches something unknown and unknowing...
what's it called again?
when i see someone's eyes whenever the moon or the----
---ah heck!
for another time i guess, i found this poem on my notebook and i wanted to write it on the blog, but i guess it'll have to wait til i get home...
last saturday, i ditched my afternoon classes (although technically, i didn't ditch anything, coz there were "technical difficulties" with the enrolment papers so...) so my friends and i could go to Silay and eat seafood (what a trip eh? drive to the beach and eat shells... yes, people it's one of the more indulgent trips i tend to do here), after that we went to a fiesta and ate more there... well, drank too...
when we got back to Bacolod, we went to Carmen's and found noone there.. ha ha ha, so we decided to just go to one of our friends' house and drink (more), 30 minutes later more of our friends arrived and it became "the usual"... with guitars and beer and cigarettes...
and then it rained really hard and due to some unknown circumstances, we later found ourselves in front of a PC shop unable to get home because of the rain (DONT ASK)... i also found myself spouting ridiculous haikus while watching Dragonball Z (DONT ASK)... i got home at 7 am yesterday and slept three hours because we had to go to church...
a bit too indulgent..?
not quite, when you consider that in the past two weeks, i have had no social life... going in and out of school and going right back home in between classes... so you see, i'm just compensating for the lack of a basic need (yes, Mr. Abraham Maslow...)
oh and before i could get out of the house, i was a asked a barrage of questions along the lines of: What/Where/How/Who/Why/When... Which is crazy when you think about it, because i've never had anybody ask me that much about anything in the past four years!!
so what's up? technical difficulties (so much for "between the lines / implied" writing ...). readjusting. hard. Hitting me.
I mean, come on...! anyone who's known me in the past four years would say that I would be the easiest person to ask to come around at any given time and any given place...
ha ha ha. i'm not mad about it, i just think it's funny. I've always had this inkling that i've been growing up backwards, and i'm currently finding out how true it is... it's funny....
technical difficulties... haaaaah
mauve angelus dreamt on* 12:20 AM
i'm gonna put something here! wait!
