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Sunday, July 09, 2006
forgiveness

used to be all i want to learn, was wisdom, trust and truth..

by now all i really want to learn is forgiveness from you...

nothing really, just my sound trip these past few days... actually SAD trip, when you consider what i've been listening to (counting crows, live, collective soul, select smashing pumpkins and a little nirvana...)

oh and if mr. "afjjdp" is reading this, you can just write yer comments on the tagboard... which is one of the links to the left of this post... i think it says "forum" or something like that...

hmmm... my "non-life" is starting to get to me, i've become very antsy these past few days... irritable... irrational... i can't explain how it feels, but it feels like i'm a different person from what i was two months ago.. (in a bad way... i'm regressing into an 18 year old consciousness, which is NOT good...), i mean i had things in perspective two months ago, i was going to make it work and now all it feels is... ... ... ... ... ... ...tiring... ... ... ... ...

so well, i hope to find a few boots along the way in the next few weeks, so i can carry through with this.. my priorites are really starting to flake out, and while i'm conscious of it happening, it seems that when your hormones go gazooey, you can't really do much about it...

i'm still in class, btw, the teacher hasn't arrived yet.. ha ha ha... i just came from home... where i watched the naruto-neji battle (again)... you know, the one dealing with "fate", and how we're not bound to anything. about how we make our own destiny and how we must absolutely believe in ourselves no matter what...

...i hope i get to grow into that kind of thinking in the next few days...

mauve angelus dreamt on* 11:31 PM

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Santino Joshua Garcia Torre

"it was all that i wanted, now i'm living without...it's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows..." OVERHAUL COMING UP...

something got caught.. errr? what?!?!?

Male, 21, Single

Zodiac Sign: Capricorn

Location: Philippines

Hometown: slumberland...

Schools:
University of St. La Salle-IS, University of the Philippines- Manila

Occupation: dreamer, sophisticated jologs

Companies:ignored industries

Affiliations: The Amazing Losers Organization (TALO!), team FS, i-squared,
Brickwall People, Superplan X

Hobbies and Interests: dreaming, sleeping

Favorite Books: the Holy Bible, the imitation of Christ, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Interview with the Vampire,
Eraserheads' Fruitcake, El Filibusterismo, Of Punks Poets and Poseurs, LotR,
The Purgatorio, The Inferno, V, The Final Conflict, The Vampire Lestat,
The Prophet, the perks of being a wallflower

Favorite Movies: reality bites, rockstar, star wars, kill bill, reservoir dogs, awww gawdammit! TARANTINO MOVIES IN GENERAL, (yes?!?), detroit rock city, wayne's world at siyempre Can this be Love? (ang umangal sisipain ko), Memoirs of a Geisha, Nasaan si Francis?

Favorite Music: i need a list!!, eraserheads (with ely), rivermaya (luma), mr. big (with either kotzen or gilbert), smashing pumpkins (with d'arcy), nirvana, foo fighters (basta anjan c dave grohl astig!), counting crows, urbandub, our lady peace